Visual Hallucination - Text Responces
Questions:
11. Do you hallucinate visually? (yes or no)
Percent Yes |
Percent No |
Margin of Error |
96.7 % |
2.3 % |
+/- 4 % (n=61) |
12. If yes to question 11, please choose what you see from the following list:
Type of hallucination |
Percent |
trails |
91.8 % |
things "breathing" (such as walls,
furniture. etc.) |
78.7 % |
vivid and moving color patterns behind closed eyes |
93.4 % |
see faces, weird creatures, bodies in paneling,
carpeting, etc. (Visual Illusions) |
60.7 % |
things take on a chalky appearance |
34.4 % |
paisley looking shapes |
52.4 % |
Click here to see Visual Raw Data by subject.
Textual Descriptions of Visual Hallucinations by Subject:
Subject ID |
12g. Textual Responces: Other
Visual Hallucinations |
1 |
I tend to see auras around people where the colors
coincide with what feelings I have for them. For example
-- If I have good feelings towards them, then i see
brightly colored haloes around them, but on the other
hand, if I dislike them, then the haloes generate a
blackish color and feelings of hat red toward the person.
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2 |
God, I've probably seen all of these at one time or
another. Mainly, I see the best patterns in things that
are repetitive and generally uninteresting, such as
wallpaper and carpet. I've never done them in an outdoor
setting (only either at home or in a club) so I've kinda
missed out on that. I've never really seen any
"real" hallucinations except for when I
(stupidly) took a bunch of Merazeine, which is a
deleriant, not a hallucinogen. Mostly what I see are
distortions of reality, but not purely fictitious forms.
My favorite thing was always to close my eyes and just
see amazing visions. After a while I couldn't tell
whether my eyes were even open or closed.. I'm sure you
know that feeling. |
3 |
All of the above, and then some! The only
"other" than I can think of is one time I saw
little green men darting around the room, behind
furniture and such. And I only saw their movements, they
were quick. |
4 |
Patterns become evident, such as a grid pattern that
was part of the carpet, but it becomes much more
pronounced. The book _Essential Substances_ has a listing
of the most common patterns and I find it to be quite
accurate. Colors also become more intense. |
5 |
All of the above but in regards to patterns they all
seem in some way associated and seem to link across
cultures celtic and arabic scrolls similar to south
american decorative patterns repeated again in roccoco
and art nouveau patterns etc also images of cogs chains
mechanical links diagramatic patterns molocules and
cuitcuit boards |
6 |
every thing is made up of these purple and green
paisley shaped things. everything. I look at my wall, and
I know its white, but it isn't when im tripping I've seen
flames in my carpetting when i'm peaking on lsd, my
vision gets distorted, kind of like looking through a
lens(?) |
7 |
energy fields surrounding people |
8 |
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9 |
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10 |
mandalas, triangles |
11 |
usually all over, esp. in the gonads, stomach, chest |
12 |
I once would swear that I heard the sound of the
universe while on peyote. And while on acid I would often
take a small 'trip' into a picture, a television show,
etc. There are many stories like this if you want more I
could supply. |
13 |
a.trails - once c. vivid and moving color patterns
behind closed eyes. - once when falling asleep e. things
take on a chalky appearance: Once my vision went to
bubbly grey-and-white porridge and i could only see
normally in a very small hole in the centre of my vision
field. This only lasted for a couple of minutes. g. other
(please specify - take as much space as you need): Once
green and red patterns of carpet went into circular
movement. |
14 |
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15 |
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16 |
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17 |
Celtic patterns, fractals, animated objects (like
cartoons). |
18 |
- |
20 |
Changes in light and colour (flux) inner visions
overwhelming exterior visual sensation |
21 |
complete visions inside of a circular kind of window
the edges of which expand out forever but with less
detail - all the interest and action and detail remains
at the center of the circle (mandala- like) was playing
with some plaster sculpture at the start of the trip and
the plaster seemed to be moving and melting and breathing
saw "the devil" - inside of a mandala, among
many many other things |
22 |
YES YES YES - very paisley, lacey shapes |
23 |
once saw the lights on top of a building swirling
colors. usually things seem to take on a crisper, more
beautiful appearance,especially nature. ie clouds trees
colors |
24 |
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25 |
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26 |
constant patterning on everything. warping. |
27 |
breathing:better described as 'rippling', yes. |
28 |
- |
29 |
Fire, Angels, Demons, Naked figures, the whole world
violently shift, plants alive, anything is possible you
can see whatever you want to. You can control everything
you see and manipulate IF you want to. |
30 |
- |
31 |
- |
32 |
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33 |
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34 |
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35 |
I can levitate items in front of me. Simply throw my
show into the air and it floats there. I can also
dissolve the universe by rolling my eyes in my head. |
36 |
- |
37 |
The main hallucination I get is a fractal pattern
somewhat resembling frost crystals on a car window, and
at the same time, the 'branches' of the frost-like
pattern, or snowflake, always have a skull/bones sort of
appearance. Always. I see these patterns overlaying
everything -well, not so much overlaying, as just being
there. This is very hard to explain. Basically,
everything I look at will form a part of this pattern in
some manner. I could look into a room, and find that the
couch, chairs, television, carpeting, ceiling-patterns,
etc, all fit together into the bizarre
frosty-fractal-bones pattern. The couch might be, for
example, one of the skulls in this pattern, the chairs
might be bones... It's a very personal thing and I
suppose I cannot even hope to explain it with much
accuracy. I've never once had a "realistic"
hallucination (ie, something besides patterns, or color
changes, or morphing/breathing), although occasionally I
will "imagine" something and
"believe" it to be there, without actually
seeing it. For example, once I was looking at a sketch a
friend had made of several skulls (for an anthropology
class), and saw, in my minds eye, these skulls all
zooming towards me from all different directions. I
couldn't actually see them, but I believed they were
there nonetheless. The other interesting hallucinogenic
effect I get is perceiving people as various different
things, or seeing whatever part of their body they are
currently using become very suited to whatever task they
are doing. For example, a friend was cleaning up his
table, and suddenly he simply became a "maid"
or "mother/housewife" happily cleaning away,
his hands starting to resemble feather dusters (resemble,
didn't actually see dusters). Another time, our regular
acid dealer had come over and started doing lines of coke
(this scared the hell out of me, as it was only my second
trip and things were hard enough to deal with, without
someone doing a hard drug which I had never been in
contact before in my life, and was somewhat anxious
about), and his nose became absolutely huge, because I
noticed him sniffling and blowing his nose constantly.
I've also seen people start to resemble toads, or elves,
or whatever. Often I'll stand in front of a mirror and
watch myself morph into various different things - a
king, a bandit, a businessman, etc. I'm rambling, and I'm
sure you have other responses to go thru, so... |
38 |
spiderweb consisting of millions of star-like objects
|
39 |
visions of events and people behind closed eyes |
40 |
people trembling dirty walls have depth about 6
inches to 1 foot a "super 3d" effect looking at
vegetation (eg grass) close up things shooting across
field of vision, whole visual field brightness &
colour fluctuations (period a few seconds) on largish
dozes of MDMA/MDA multiple "freeze-frame" of
moving objects. stringy stuff -- mainly around my head
the "toytown" effect - everything is skewed,
looks like it was carelessly moulded from plasticene -
unpleasant effect. multiple copies of things eg roomful
of copies of a friend's smile - neutral effect cracks
appearing in the visual field - often seems to split into
about 5 parts. Harbinger of a big trip. once (on
mushrooms + LSD) entire visual field overlaid with a fine
gauze - a mosaic sort of effect. "movies"
unrelated to current surroundings running in parts of
visual field usually only when severely frightened --
helicopters, swat teams, that sort of thing. Also friends
who were not there -- this last more like the collages
below. complete loss of vision accompanied by
"symbolic" images. Examples - spheres withing
spheres, writhing toothpaste, complex erotic collage
(MDMA+LSD), complex violent collage - claw, teeth (took
this to be birth) coloured pulsating stuff (stimulated by
eating an orange) generalised weird "stuff" -
like a substance or medium. Hard to describe & not
only visual but all senses, usually has some sort of
relation to what was last happening. |
41 |
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42 |
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43 |
others as well, of course. Too varied and
indescribable to list,really. |
44 |
Things seem to come "alive" all around me.
It's as if the world wakes up, and my eyes become
engulfed in all of the sights and sounds. |
45 |
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46 |
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47 |
Visions of incredibly large spaces, of "other
worlds", thought process almost completely
visual(ized), things(real) transmutating into other
(unreal)things, difficuties in focusing (LSD),... Cannot
read books - letters running around pages. |
48 |
Ghost-like visions, true borders are not easy to
define on people, buildings, etc |
49 |
- |
50 |
Answer: all of the above, and "real"
hallucinations at larger doses, such as beatiful
sceneries, starskies, the room that I'm in becomes a
jungle or an arctic landscape and so on. Sometimes when I
close my eyes I can see complex networks, or some kind of
huge matrix. |
51 |
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52 |
I have seen many, many patterns and shapes, but more
of the mandala variety. Very intricate and perfectly
symmetrical patterns of unbelievable beauty and clarity.
Occasionally I would see what you could term
"Renaissance works." Statues, etchings, or
paintings of great detail and beauty in granite
mountains, or on land formations, in clouds or the grain
of wood. Sometimes these things would appear in total
darkness where there were no "real world"
templates to permutate into the other images. Also, at
times, entire "worlds" or "rooms" of
incredible grandeur and immensity would appear. Sometimes
with beams of golden light shining in through huge
stained glass windows on the ceiling onto marble or fine
wood floors. The rooms would have huge columns with
incredible carvings flowing up and around them to the
ceilings. It was truly awe inspiring and beautiful. I
felt at the time that these were actually places and I
was actually there. It was amazing. One thing that was
interesting during one of these "room" visions
was that I jumped up on my feet and began running around
the room, leaping and turning and jumping to the most
beautiful music. It was very baroque. Very European and
very haunting. Then suddenly I realized that I must be
OBE because my physical body was lying inside a sewer
pipe about 3 feet in diameter and there was no way in
hell I could be doing what I was doing. (We used to do
Acid in the sewers. It was an incredible place to trip!
So you don't worry: they were actually runoff drains that
ran throughout the city for draining off excess rain, so
they were usually quite clean. You could go for miles and
miles underground and end up just about anywhere. It was
a real magical adventure.......then. Not sure I'd do that
now.) |
53 |
A note of clarification: a and c on acid every time,
b once (last weekend, it was a bathtub), d only on
jimsonweed |
54 |
see things that look like tree branches, after
images, green and purple things, there are numerous
layers to my hallucinations |
55 |
I CAN SEE THE PORES IN MY FACE, AND THE SKIN LOOKS
LIKE IT'S MOVING* *I ONCE SAW A GIRAFFE IN THE PARK IN
THE TREES* |
56 |
Computer graphic-like light objects, made of pixels.
Also, Aztec and Mayan codices are a major theme. I do not
take visuals seriously because they are only a mainfest
of the subconscious mind juxtaposed with the normal
scanning pattern of reality. The Tibetan Book of the Dead
calls this state Second Bardo. Actually, an ideal
experience for me no longer involves hallucinations,
because First Bardo transcendent states are healthier,
more insightful, and will affect you forever. To exist
without an ego, only a clear, rational, awakened mind,
which is unformed and an intangible but intelligent void,
is true liberation. One can tap into the subconscious
mind in such a state. |
57 |
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58 |
indescribable |
59 |
yes, infrequently//i see faces and creatures all the
time anyway (w/out) where i am has a lot to do with it |
60 |
trails, paisley looking shapes, breathing, faces etc.
(not every time but i do see these things but not always
during the same trip) |
61 |
I SEE PATTERNS ON FLAT, WELL LIT SURFACES. VERY
SIMPLE LINES IN THESE PATTERNS (REPETETIVE), BUT I CANNOT
SEE A DEFINITE REPETITION AS IN WALLPAPER. ANOTHER WORDS,
THE DIFFERENCE IS VERY SUBTLE. AS WELL, EACH TIME I TRIP,
INSIDE OR OUTSIDE, I SEE WHAT IN SHORT COULD BE DESCRIBED
AS TRANSLUSCENT TURBULENCE. THIS IMAGE DOES NOT PASS
THROUGH OBJECTS...OR EFFECT OBJECTS. IT APPEARS TO ME AS
A GASEOUS SUBSTANCE THAT SWIRLS AROUND IN THE AIR.
TRANSPARENT, BUT WITH LITTLE AREAS SHINING WITH THE
COLORS OF THE SPECTRUM ON IT. I USE THE WORD TURBULENCE
BECAUSE IT APPEARS TO MOVE WITH THE DYNAMICS OF SOMETHING
HUGE. |
62 |
low doses give patterns; straight lines with LSD,
curved with psilocybin. higher doses give arabesque
architecture, intricate machinery, complex pictures
visuals are usually driven by music |